urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:melafo melafo melafo 2005-05-19T02:13:38Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:melafo:2050 2005-05-19T02:13:38Z 2005-05-19T02:13:38Z I feel so lonely for some reason. It's been 6 months that I broke up with my boyfriend and i still didn't met anyone yet. Sometimes i'm telling myself that I maybe made a mistake. But i didn't. he didn't treated me good.Probably i feel like that because i'm alone always. I feel depressed in same time. A friend i have ( suppose to be friend) put pictures of her friend on a website and i'm not on it. I'm kinda upset about that. I shouldn't went back to her to explain myself when we were angry to eachother. I feel so stupid to have believe that everything came back like before. She just don't care about me at all!!! I'm only good when I help her on something. that's all. Otherwise.. I'm nothing!! I HATE PEOPLE WHO DON'T CARE ABOUT OTHERS!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:melafo:1863 2005-05-13T20:28:48Z 2005-05-13T20:28:48Z Hey today is a Friday 13! Suppose to be a day of bad luck. Till now i'm ok. haha... I think i'm getting crazy of being alone all the time. My life is soo boring. I didn't do anything all week. Except for 2 nights, i've had my dance class. It's a chance i have that. I would be at the end of the roll and be depressed. My boss didn't call again!! I'll need to go see her Monday!! I can't stay like that for another 1 month and a half!!! money's going low now and i have bills to pay.It starts to stress me now... I don't know how i'm gonna make it. I might try to find another job very soon if it continues that way. I'm not gonna wait after them and it'll be too bad for them... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:melafo:1470 2005-05-07T03:02:46Z 2005-05-07T03:02:46Z I don't know what's hapening with me. I really don't feel like it's my Birthday tomorrow. I'm exited for tomorrow but not because it's my birthday. It's so weird. Maybe i'm just to much bored from the past week.I think i'm at the top of the boredom stage. I don't know.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:melafo:1038 2005-05-06T23:38:22Z 2005-05-06T23:38:22Z Tomorrow is my bithday and i'm starting to be exited! I invited everybody from class and i didn't think i would work. I thought nobody will answer my e-mail. But till now we are maybe 7 to go to Kahunaville! It's more than i was expecting. The only thing is that the guy i wanted to come can't :( I hope I can do something with him another time.He told me that he was going to Italy but he didn't tell me for how long though. Hopefully not for all summer. Anyways... Only half a day left for my birthday. I don't know what i'm going to do in the day time.Probably going shopping or something and after going for dinner at Players and after that, PARTY!!!! I was thinking today, maybe we should plan one or twice a month to go out with everybody.. It would be awesome! Isn't it? Or just let know everybody when we are going out somewhere and those who want to join us can. Anyways... I think it's a good idea. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:melafo:791 2005-05-05T05:33:48Z 2005-05-05T05:33:48Z Today was very frustrating!! The button power of the main computer fried! So till we bring in to repair,I have to use this CRAPPY computer that takes forever to open a website!Anyways... Maybe i'm just not patient that's all.. I still didn't have news from many people to know if they are coming or not for my Birthday. I hope some of them will show up. I think if this plan doesn't work, i'm gonna cry. I wanna have some fun for my birthday. Anyways... Hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:melafo:316 2005-05-03T05:51:37Z 2005-05-03T05:51:37Z Away from Me - Evanescence Today it was a boring day. I didn't do much. I played around with my slides show software and modified some pictures. I did some neat videos for my friends. It was kinda cool. I hope tomorrow will be a more interesting day. I should go out to take some fresh air before i get depressed.